My Cancer Healing

In November 2019 I had surgery on my right jaw removing two fairly large cancerous tumors and one lymph node, but had found three smaller tumors on my right lung during the process. Removing them would require a much longer surgery & recovery, risking more damage to my already ailing heart which was only working at 30-35% due to its' left chamber not working at all. Having only one heart beat and it being irregular, I opted to just wait & watch.

In April 2022 after 18 moths of tests, consultations and evaluations my family Dr. sat me down for the dreaded news. The tumors were growing faster now and a different type of tumor and lymph node showed up glowing brightly in my left lung, probably spreading cancer to who knows where. Without treatment I was now deemed terminal. "Oh well, things are the way the are. Deal with it." That's just the way I always thought about life. This death thing was no different.

I already had a feeling things were leaning that way and already begun the year before slowly sorting out things. Rearranging assets, liquidating distractions, remastering old music I still retained the rights to and recording what I had put off for a better offer. Tidying up what I would leave behind. My daily naps increased and the effects of the pain meds slowed these efforts to a crawl. Also, I began spending a lot of time pondering questions of eternity as well. After all, at this point I was convinced I was only waking up to die later.

I stuck with what I was most familiar with, Christianity. I read, listened and consulted priests, preachers and historians. Books, podcasts and documentaries were sought out gathering nuggets of continuity I could put together later. The one vehicle they all seemed to hold in highest regard as their center piece of healing was Prayer. A spiritual request manifesting a physical change. The exact reverse order of creating music...hmmm. How clever, yet elegant in design. This will work. Let me talk to My Creator again about this.

By 2023 my days started coming earlier, often starting at 3am. Sometimes with a dull pain across my chest, sometimes by a sharp pain from my right lung. I didn't panic, I knew it was just My Creator's way of waking me up with something to show me or listen to. I always got up quietly, went to the studio for my coffee & pain meds and began with my version of prayer. Sometimes I would listen to what I had remastered or recorded the day before while in the middle of these prayers. Combining these two seemed to help in healing my lost confidence of my future with both. (unknowingly, with my cancer healing as well.)

In the first part of January 2025 I was trying to get over another lung infection when late one night my heart began racing out of control. From 37 to 127 bpm my breathing was more than erratic. The ambulance took me to the local hospital where they calmed it down with a couple of shots of nitro and the Dr. on call ran a CAT-Scan checking for a blood clot in my left lung. It was negative so with some antibiotics I went home. My regular Dr. was out of the country then, but I got to see him four days later. He came in smiling, which he had never done before. He said "I compared the CAT-scan we did in 2023 to the current one and guess what...the tumors in right lung have stabilized. No new growth at all. The larger tumor in my left lung which had become layered...has shrunk! 2mm. It's never supposed to do that. No treatment, no therapy and it shrinks? Whatever you've been doing, keep doing it." I just shrugged my shoulders, replied "OK" and left it at that.

Healing is an improvement toward an original state...Curing is a complete restoration to an original state. Keep in mind I am not completely cured of lung cancer. My tumors may be smaller, but they're still there. What happens next is what happens next. I happily thank Jesus every time I wake up and do what I do.

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